Today is the funeral for our little angel Mateo. We will be letting his body go, but holding him forever in our hearts. I am so filled with emotions. I am scared and angry, but above all, I am sad. I am sad that I am having this experience. I don't want to bury my baby, I want to raise him and watch him grow and cover him with kisses. But, this is my experience, and I have to accept it, so that I can grieve. It is interesting that I have always thought that if I had to go through this pain, it would kill me. And somehow, with the support of my family and friends, I am okay, surviving and even more, I still have hope for the future.
Today will be hard on us...I will cry a lot, and feel loved. I know that I will feel loved.
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