Wednesday, June 29, 2011

He would be 28 days old today...

Today is a hard day for me again...I realized today that Maya, smiled for the first time when she was 28 days old . My little Mateo would be smiling at me today...I wish I knew what that little smile looked like. I wish I could look into his little eyes and tell him how much I love him. How much I wanted him, and prayed for him, and planned for him. How grateful I was to have him. How much we all looked forward to seeing him and raising him. I will always miss him...he will always be in my heart. 

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  1. Orgena and I were just talking about butterflies when you posted this...I think we will all see one today! Love you!

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  2. He is smiling at us today in his own way....

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