I always thought I understood this saying, but I never did, until I finally lived the meaning of it. I can honestly say that it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved Mateo at all...I also understand the song "The Dance" by Garth Brooks more than I ever have before.
It is funny how years of love songs come running through your memory when you lose your baby, and you realize that almost all of the words are able to be related to the loss of a child. "I will always love you", "From now until forever", "There are more than angels watching over me, I believe", "One more day, one more time, one more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied, but then again, I know what it would do, leave me wishing still for one more day with you", "I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance"
No matter what, there will always be an empty spot in me, until I am reunited with you...I really will always love you...Rest in Peace my sweet angel Mateito.
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